Convertion

It's really unpleasant to hear and scandalous .It turns me down seriuosly ,i dont no whats I want ? I'm feel so depressed. I need some confidence!?As people says,believe in yourself. You should have confidence in yourself .But it's really can't work for me !OK!?Too many criticizes really cause my confidence turn to zero=(
Everyone has their own merits and demerits. But why i'm always get ppl point out my weak points.I'll admit that i might be lazy sometimes and i know i'm not a perfect girls,not a perfect daughters as well and dont even have a good looks ,sumore i strongly agree that i'm weak in my education!!Seems that whats I did always is impossible and uncompleted or halfway ,finally just lik a paper,nothing! May be uselesss is the best words decribes for me. I need find back my way~I lost! I tried to change myself ,but didn't work!=( But still , I will tried ,I might to tried it works. As my brother telling me,don't care about it! Just " huan xi na shou"=)
Be cheer^^